A Brother like Friend...
6 years ago I started my life all fresh and new...
A school where I knew people a few...
The days bit me each day with nothing to do...
And then arrived a stranger which was you...
Life was hard to.comprehend and live with the past...
World was then to ahead and people were just to fast...
My new world then began, girls were new for me and old friends stood last...
I remember that I then had only a friend...
With You life just gave me the perfect Blend...
But by then there was a lot I never penned...
I didn't know the art of expression...
Since what happened after 10th put me into Depression...
Our relation which was always a question...
Had taken a new start again and was freshen...
Things were good till it was class eleventh...
Then you left the school and I was on cloud seventh...
For even my mistakes you apologised...
I was just to immature and my life was still codified...
Then it took me a long time when I had realised...
It was actually me who hadn't ever qualified...
Then started college and words remained in the heart...
Several calls were made but that bond had gone apart...
I was then again embarrassed and couldn't properly take even a new start...
The truth is I was wrong and you were right ...
With u besides I never felt the dark sight...
U always helped me by sharing ur light so bright...
But I was blinded with Ego and anger for a stupid marks fight...
Misunderstandings grew...
time just flew...
It's a long gap today, but brother JD I now genuinely miss you...
Probably this was what life wanted...
I was to learn without you so that I know how's life when haunted...
The gap made me actually realise...
How a big fool was I and how u were only so Wise...
You respected relations and never let tears down anyone's eyes...
I was the one who never understood people's cries...
Which is y my life got filled with lies...
It's so true ...
We humans have always understood when things flew...
Gone were the colours like blue...
Because then gone were u...
I then again made several attempts...
But my life had nothing much than my own stupid defence...
I genuinely wanted to rectify the losses then...
But my insecurity and changed image made me shun from several other men...
My increased weight made me keep my self hidden...
Which is y I had forbidden...
Even then you didn't make me feel that insult...
By then with mind I was atleast an Adult...
But then nothing of this mattered because I lost a brother like friend was the ultimate result...
A friend more than a brother which was to stay for a Lifetime...
I lost my last timeline...
By the time I learned the art to master it all...
I had taken a deep fall...
Life since then enclosed me within a wall...
I'm Sorry For everything I ever did...
Wrong or right I always had forbid...
Then I was mentally an immatured Kid...
I hope ull understand me well rather than getting rid...
Since the day iv had a Sibling like you...
All sorrows seem as if somewhere they flew...
Just like every new drop of Dew ...
I'm Sorry for every problem new...
I have people a few ...
but I assure you that no one could be as special as you...
Now I don't know when I'll get a chance to meet...
So I wrote all this because none of this I could tweet...
I wish I still had atleast this much courage to say...
But just like the dew on the cars in the morning in bay...
My will power to approach and say lays down in front of the person each day...
A Small Sorry is all I can Say...
But with this I assure you I always wished my only brotherhood could forever Stay...
I'm still a person of old school...
I'm still a very big fool...
People I once meet i get attached to...
It's hard to forget them so easily when they are someone like you...
Jaideep, theres a lot I always wanted to Say...
But all of them got eaten up just like the horse eats his hay...
After you my life wasn't ever Gray...
You knocked my door...
When I wasn't even sure...
My pains got their perfect cure...
Thank you for being my Savior...
Thank You Brother for always being there and being matured enuff to understand and stand by me always in the hour of need...
Thank You for making my life be tuned back into the Twenty's...
Thank you for making my world blessed with u...
Thank you again for being you...
Sorry If ever I made you feel Ashame...
Sorry I always earlier took my life as a game...
Now since I'm much more Matured...
I promise I'll always keep relations Highly Secured...
